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Damn if this ain't the truth.
Too real. ADHD meds don't magically fix executive function they just make you hyper-focused on the wrong thread instead of scattered across all of them.
At least there's a chance something gets done.
Yes but personally I still prefer that. Maybe I'm not getting the right thing done but at least I'm getting something done
Still better than being unmedicated
Exactly! Lifes better when you can wake up and do amphetamine
And when it kicks too hard just smoke some weed additionally. 😂
That's why I learned it is so important to start your work while they kick in. Otherwise its pet project/ porn addiction whole day long...
Well you can kind of choose which thread you want to follow by trying to get into things before the vyvanse hits you,
That’s when you are in “undocumented feature” territory. You never know how you got there, and sometimes don’t know how to leave. And you’re still there at 4am in bed
As a Software Engineer and someone with ADD, this shit happens wayyyy to often. Soul reason as to why I have to tell everyone to stop pinging me directly about every small and insignificant question/problem.
Soul reason as to why I have to tell everyone...
I believe the normal phrase would be "sole", but I feel this enough that I am just going to upvote with this minor footnote. It usually feels like a "soul reason", I hear you...lol.
More or less except it never stays on the same topic. Like you’d think I’m in a blackhole about the existential necessity of the c==‘,’ statement, but nah I’m in a blackhole of tangents and now thinking about the nature of language and the origin of the “c” sound.
I probably figured out the original problem somewhere in the tangents, but now it’s too late. I kept taking tangents, it got overwritten in my short term memory, and now it’s lost forever. At least until the blackhole of tangents somehow leads me back to that specific tangent lol
Some people say that “c” doesn’t really have a definitive sound though—is it just a quantum superposition of “k” and “s”?
is it just a quantum superposition of “k” and “s”?
and ts
Depends on language.
To me that's more what extreme focus looks like, until interrupted.
A little bit. But you don't need help to get distracted, you do it on your own like a professionalTM
Only sometimes
sounds like a bug's life
Pixar in 1998:
Say that again
i really need to get diagnosed
If you feel like you might have it, I can only recommend it.
Under this administration? I don't need to be put on a list.
I have it, and quite badly 😅 never been diagnosed.
It really fucks with my life, but some how I function well enough, I'm scared to try meds
What scares you about them?
I'm on the same boat. I have done well with building coping mechanisms like writing,g taking lots of notes, and using apps like Todoist. But I'm scared of using meds and having the meds fuck me up even more.
The meds have been such a game changer for me. It basically removed 95% of my anxiety. For the first time I could do work when I wanted, not only when overwhelming pressure allowed me to focus before medication. And that was from day 1. It also improved my relationship as I'm much more calm and able to context switch after being interrupted.
And I had to report in with my psych on how it was going.
I feel like unmedicated adhd should have more threads racing
To be fair it had to fit on a phone screen
For me, it more like this...
Unmedicated:
Hello from thread 1 of 4. You have gained 1 bonus thread.
Hello from thread 5 of 5. I cleared the other threads for you to make room for the threads I would like to spin off.
Medicated:
Hello from thread 1 of 4.
Hello from thread 3 of 4.
Hello from thread 2 of 4.
Hello from thread 4 of 4.
Hey it's your bonus thread again, I am g-- // SIGKILL from thread 1, it wants to finish first
// 30 min later
Hello from thread 1 of 4 - now lets REALLY focus on how to build the best Balatro deck
This post reduced the efficacy of my Adderall
To anyone experiencing this - according to what friends have said about their experiences dealing with this, you may not be on the right medication if you're feeling bogged down and you might wanna try others. Best of luck.
I get the threading part but can someone explain the adhd part of the joke?
The ADHD joke is the race condition on line 2.
Having ADHD often means random thoughts just invade and throw things off, disrupting your rhythm unless you apply significant effort and mindfulness to stay on track.
It’s a lot like a race condition in an asynchronous system: unexpected inputs disrupt the flow, and if you're not careful, the whole thing breaks down.
I’d also argue it’s not like multithreading, where multiple processes run in parallel. The human brain just doesn’t work that way. It’s more like a single-threaded asynchronous system with constant context switching
Is JavaScript the ultimate ADHD programming language then?
Badly written Javascript is
Oh shit
Multithreading (and all processing unless the total number of threads running on the whole machine is equal to or below the number of cores) does use context switching, but yes.
As for the allegory, I'd add that randomly some thread(s) will get its priority bumped way up and it'll prevent important system processes like "eating" and "sleeping" from happening on time.
I's also say ADHD brain is more like a stack (with sometimes randomly discarding frames in between) while it should be a queue.
dont forget the lock that is being held by one of the threads that has just gone to sleep, so nothing is happening.
or that your stack space (short term memory) is less than half the size of normal for some reason.
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But at least you're able to push the button that starts the program.
You're lucky the meds work on you, am autistic with add, none them meds do shit for me, conserta, Ritalin, you name it, I've probably tried it :(
Feels bad man
Dextroamf worked wonders for me
If you don't mind me asking, how did it help? Are you able to focus on whichever topic you want to focus on?
Hmm kinda, but it also makes me kinda addicted to the current task im doing. It is very hard for me to stop working on my projects. And if im not working on it im usually thinking on what i want to do next on my project. I think i came further in life in the last 2 years than in the previous 10 years...
But compared to before where i was not able to work on something for more than 15 min without dying inside it is an improvement, but sometimes i wish i was better at putting down work and enjoy other things in life, such as touching grass
That's so damn sad
Well.... aderall with a fastpaced job I'm passionate about might have single thread days. But others? More threads more fun.
Could be an overdose. When i have a dose too high i either hyperfocus on one thing or cant even focus on one thing.
The perfect dose for me lowers the threadcount from 24 to 4.
And kind of buffs my ram.
Without meds its like my gpu is running out of vram
Maybe, but the timeout is set to 16 hours instead of 45 seconds
lol so accurate! My brain feels like it's trying to process 404 threads at once, not found 😂😂 #ProgrammerLife
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Unfortunately not. See this case for example: https://www.reddit.com/r/changemyview/comments/1k8b2hj/meta_unauthorized_experiment_on_cmv_involving/
For me it's more like "Hello from Thread 19 out of 4"
I had a brief internship at my town hall IT department, I got to see them reinstalling the government software they use for handling people's personal data.
I kid you not, the manual for fixing its issues hundreds of pages long, with half of the pages being custom made by the people in the IT department and their predecessors.
When installing it, it just went progress 4/15... 8/15.... 16/15